Tuesday, March 3, 2009, 4:11 AM
This is my first blog and i don't know what made me create a blog ...
But i want a place for me to say out things that i've kept to myself for a very long time ...
My first post would be the longest that i would ever write .
I would tend to be a very noisy person but actually i like silence and nothingness. I never revealed anyone to anybody. Nt even to my closest friends. I don't know why. Maybe i don't trust them ... or maybe its me who has the problem. I want someone to talk to, someone whom i can confide in. But there's no such person in my mind. I'm currently stressed now, o lvls are coming and i don't know what i want to do. But something is definitely confirmed and thats my study plan and i have no choice but to follow it. It goes like this and with my dream results added to it :
March - English(B3) and Chinsese(A2)
April - Biology(A2)
May - Physic(A1)
June - Literature(B3)
July - SS History(A2)
August - A&E Maths(A1)
This are the results i want may change ...
I don't want let others distract me now ...
I want whats best for me ...
I may be a gamer but i also work very hard ...
I'm tired but no one knows ...
I can't sleep at night and i try my best to keep my sprits high for each day to study but i don't think i can go on for very long. I have someone i like but have no courage to tell, but i think its best for now. Hope i'll have a chance to tell her. But for now i've gtg. BTW before i go, there's a song i wana here this few days and its uploaded with tis post so i can hear it :)
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