Fading into darkness ........

2009-07-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

2009-07-28T06:41:00.000-07:00

Went to vivo to watch harry potter on Sat .

The show wasn't very nice and i reached home at 12.00 am +++

So lucky that i didn't get a scolding but i'm ever gonna do something like this ever again .

Anyways we saw liverpool going to Addidas at vivo .

Got some photos to show .

Now i'm stuck at home . SICKED
I'm trying to do some work but i just can't concentrated .
Just got a MC for a week cuz i had fever plus other illness ...
I've got Biology SPA on thursday . Duno whats going to happen but i really hope to attend it .

Well ... i gtg study le la . Dots ... Hope i'll well soon :)

2009-07-20T02:44:00.000-07:00

Oh .... finally back to writing my blog .
i'm playing dota now but my mum's right beside me so i'm gonna alt tab .
Hope my team don't lose because of this .
I wan to continue it fast .
Anyways , i'm so happy that my test this week is very nice and perfect .
Hope that i'll continue to do so for my further test .
Well .... gtg CYA XD

2009-06-27T09:05:00.000-07:00

Finally i got the gold star medal today .
Actually i passed the test like so long ago .
Anyways my dad had a BBQ party for his workers at Pasir Ris park today .
I thought it was gonna be boring but i ended up having fun .
Wana know why ? I went to the playground with my sis and Gideon .
I thought it was kinda lame too, but who cares . As long as i had fun its ok XD
School is gonna reopen in 2 days and i'm not looking forward to it .
I also dunno why i feel that way .
Lastly i'm gonna buy the new ipod shuffle which is currently very cheap now which i can get at $100 and below thanks to GIDEON !!!!
Why? Due to my sis influence,cuz i bought it for my sis b'dae prezzie and it was nice .
Its late and i got to sleep . Before i go, i also want to add that Gideon is in my room right now :)

2009-06-10T06:07:00.000-07:00

o.0 Its been long since i wrote my last post.
I've been busying playing playing and playing, and i haven't been studying much.
Had totally 100% absolute fun last week.
Really wishing right now that this week will pass very very very soon so I'll have more time for games next week.
This week was all DOTA !!! AND I just got a NEW GAME I've been eyeing for a long time. Its SIMS 3 and i just bough it today. I bought the collectors edition as i wanted the exclusive in game items .... :p
Spent quite a lot on it but phew ... got just enough got it.
Got to play it today and it was great. Everyone should go buy it. I'll rate it 4/5 stars :)
Well, I've got SPA today. Better go get reading.

2009-05-10T23:24:00.000-07:00

I don't know why but my computer cannot make post which can produce words in colour and i have not made a post in a long time ....

Biology's tomorrow and i'm not even worried . Well ... I'm kinda surprised that i'm not worried at all . Going to study now and let's hope that i'll be able to get good grade for it . Aiming to get a1 or a2 for biology . Well it does not seem hard to me .

Test i took :
Physic paper 2 - estimated to be 60/80
A math paper 2 - estimated to be 50+/80 (careless paper T_T)
SS - (no need to see i think i'm going to fail) 25/50
English paper 2 - dunno what i'm gonna get

The rest i'm no sure . I think i'm in a daze . I dunno what test are coming up and i'm doing it all during the last minute.

Well there's good news for sure . My cousin is coming from KL to my house and he's coming on the day i'm moving which is 3rd of june and he'll be helping :P

Well .... gonna study bio for now .

2009-04-20T07:50:00.000-07:00

I know its kinda late now and i'm tired but i just want to make a post before i go to sleep ....

I know its going to be a long week and i'm tired and i know everyone is ...

Hope tat i'll make it through without fail ....

I also hope i can finsh my bio workbook in time :P or i'll die . lols

Well gtg sleep ...

2009-04-09T22:17:00.001-07:00

Opps ....

Jasmine , Serene and Grace ...

U guys jealous ?

Hehehe .....

I spent also all my money on this tub of ice-cream and i'm going to finish it all by myself .

MUHAHAHAHHAHAHA

2009-04-08T05:49:00.000-07:00

hm ....

hm ....

dunno what to do ... i am so tired everyday . i want more money . what can i do ?

So happy .... tomorrow last day of the week .
Friday is even better cuz i won't have to go early bird for physics and there's no school .
Not sure what to do ...
I wana go watch movie but no one's free so ....
Maybe i'll go lan ???? i'll see

I am happy and sad ....
SAD ????? How can i be sad and happy at the same time ?????
I'm feeling abit uneasy inside for some reason and because of something .
Best if i don't reveal it .

I like one phrase best : the best of us can find happiness in misery

2009-03-31T06:02:00.000-07:00

I am going all in ...

I have decided is time to do what i have planned ...

I going to try my best to top all subject except for English, SSH and Lit . Its not that i don't want to top it but i don't think i can . Well at least i'l try my best into getting the targets i aimed for.

The thing i wanted to confess about is still stuck some where in me. I can't get to make myself tell her the truth. I must make sure that i won't let this interfere with my studies. I want someone to tell me what to do and how to do it. I think i am a failure who can't accomplish such a simple thing.

Hope can end it once and for all but there just one person in the way and i can't bear to take it away from him.

2009-03-23T02:52:00.000-07:00

Dots .... I really want Idou the phone ....

I really regretted buying w902 . I want Idou so badly but i think it'll cost bout like $800-$1000, if not even more . I didn't know what made me buy w902 . Maybe i was despo for a phone at that time . I doubt my parents would let me buy that phone . Idou is sony ericsson phone and I would not be suprised if it cost much much more than $1000 . Sad .

All i want is that phone and to get full marks for tomorrow maths test !!!
All i want is that phone and to get full marks for tomorrow maths test !!!
All i want is that phone and to get full marks for tomorrow maths test !!!
All i want is that phone and to get full marks for tomorrow maths test !!!
All i want is that phone and to get full marks for tomorrow maths test !!!
All i want is that phone and to get full marks for tomorrow maths test !!!

Now that is the only thing in my mind and nothing else !!!

Hope that money will fall from the sky so i'll be able to buy the phone . Or someone who is VERY VERY VERY de kind to buy me that phone . LOLS

2009-03-17T04:45:00.000-07:00

I only want to play more dota and gunbound . i'm only allowed to plsy 2 hours . THAT IS NOT ENOUGH !

Dunno what to write about . There's probably nothing to say as i dunno what i want to do or feeling ... I'm rotting to death .

Just started to do homework today with Sean . If he had not come i house i would have even touch my work.

Well, I'll have to do work by myself tomorrow . I'm gonna do chinese compo and thats it :)

2009-03-09T05:30:00.000-07:00

Tired ... pissed of ... and that's i'm feeling right now. I'm like tired all day long. Dunno what to do. I'm stuck trying to start my study plans. Btw i'm waiting for John Ho's aunt reply. Gonna see if she change cheaper for piano lessons. Also i'll need to see if my parents are willing to buy a piano.

I asked at YAMAHA today and i was told that lessons were 45 mins and cost $149... Nothing to say wana hear some songs before going to sleep.

2009-03-06T04:59:00.000-08:00

Kinda tired. Finally the week has ended and now i'm here blogging. Today no infocus because my teacher was VERI VERI de good. She told us that she gave us homework and she 'takeit that we're suppose to be in the library for our infocus'. Haha

I tried to take taxi home but Mrs Seah tried to snatch taxi from me. Actually cannot say snatch la. I waited for very long but she still got the taxi first. Sian lor. But then i got a taxi shortly. Went home and play dota. Equal no. of matches won and lost. Later i want go read the books that i bought.

Well ... no time to lose. I have to go play dota with sean and terence. BYE BYE :D

2009-03-05T03:41:00.000-08:00

Finally :) its going to be the end of the week soon.
There was a trip today and that was that we went to suntec for a career convention.

But ... we didn't actually go for the convention. When we reach there we walked one round and went off and went to the shopping mall. There was nothing much actually. Spend one hell of a time walking here and there. Good thing was that there was no infocus today. YES AR:D

I also sibei irritated with this guy LZM !!! Damn bloody irritating. On the trip to suntec and the trip back to school he was sitting in front of me and Grace and he keep on turning around to talk to Grace or to irritate her. I was trying to listen to song, then he was there trying to impress or should i say SUCK UP to Grace. I felt like giving him one tight slap. Still say got change, i know la, he did really change some of his attitude so i think i should give him a chance. Hope he does really change.

Today like everyone sit taxi go home. First Sean, then is Zul, then is me :P I took bus to 201 then sat taxi home because it was still raining and i waited quite sometime for the bus. In fact i should have sat taxi with sean and Grace then it would all be easier. Bio SPA is on next friday and i don't think there's much revision going on. Actually i think that my phy teacher is so much better than my bio teacher.

GOOD NEWS :):):):)
I AM FINALLY GOING TO LEARN PIANO !!!
I always wanted to learn piano and i finally have the chance. My parents are allowing me to learn piano. I'm going to see how much it cost and then i'll see if they are willing to pay. Answer is most probally YES :D

That all for today :)

2009-03-04T05:11:00.000-08:00

There was photo taking today and this year's photo taking was a special one. There was also group photo today and we had 2 VERY EXTRA people suddenly join in ... There was only suppose to be Jasmine, Serene, Grace, Me, Sean and Xg :D

I was also tired and angry ... WITH .....(cannot say the name)
I think that guy very extra and i think he very very very very dunno how many very and irritating. i cannot take it.

Lucky for me... Today's physic test i got 14/20(a2) very good le lei :) Now my overall is 77(a1). MUHAHAHAHA

I MUST TELL MYSELF TO CONTINUE AND JIA YOU !!!

I need to sleep le ZZZ

2009-03-03T04:11:00.000-08:00

This is my first blog and i don't know what made me create a blog ...
But i want a place for me to say out things that i've kept to myself for a very long time ...
My first post would be the longest that i would ever write .

I would tend to be a very noisy person but actually i like silence and nothingness. I never revealed anyone to anybody. Nt even to my closest friends. I don't know why. Maybe i don't trust them ... or maybe its me who has the problem. I want someone to talk to, someone whom i can confide in. But there's no such person in my mind. I'm currently stressed now, o lvls are coming and i don't know what i want to do. But something is definitely confirmed and thats my study plan and i have no choice but to follow it. It goes like this and with my dream results added to it :
March - English(B3) and Chinsese(A2)
April - Biology(A2)
May - Physic(A1)
June - Literature(B3)
July - SS History(A2)
August - A&E Maths(A1)
This are the results i want may change ...
I don't want let others distract me now ...
I want whats best for me ...
I may be a gamer but i also work very hard ...
I'm tired but no one knows ...
I can't sleep at night and i try my best to keep my sprits high for each day to study but i don't think i can go on for very long. I have someone i like but have no courage to tell, but i think its best for now. Hope i'll have a chance to tell her. But for now i've gtg. BTW before i go, there's a song i wana here this few days and its uploaded with tis post so i can hear it :)